ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn piss now larh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!

know what?
i should be happy that i found Zen Me Ban MV.
i should be really happy.
cos im the first in SG, i can say, to find this MV in a site.
and also first in SG+M'sia to watch this MV.
i should be jumping over the moon.
but now i feel like killing myself.
fine, im selfish.
i admit.

know what stupid thing i did?
i went to the various forums and post the link there.
being helpful, wasnt i?
but heck, NO!!!

i only realise what wrong i had been doing to SHE!!!
WTF!!!
I HATE MYSELF!!!
why?
cos those unethical ppl went to dl frm that site and then even put the dl links up, in various forums and also youtube.
now the mv can be found in youtube also.
heck.
it's my fault.
and the alarming thing is im the cause of the mv being so widely spread now.
prob is: this MV had not even been broadcasted in TW. it will only be previewed nxt mon.
ARGH!!!
WTF!!!

okay, my fault.
SHE, im really sorry.
Ella, im really sorry.
but i promise u, i will still buy HYSNSN OST, even though i dunno abt those unethical ppl.
really really sorry.
i bet those unethical ppl are thanking me like crazy now.
ARGH!!!

haiz... the mv is really gr8.
really really gr8.
and Ella in that black gown really very very sexy.
really.
im not lying.
haiz...
Ella, sry.
cos now ppl wun be amazed at that MV next mon.
*cries*
ELLA!!! IM SORRY!!!
haiz...
ur ppl wanna watch the mv, just go search at youtube or ask me for the original link.
haiz...

I REGRET WHAT I DID.
MY GREATEST REGRET IN MY WHOLE LIFE.