chat damn long time on msn. from ard 9 to...1.35 liddat. very long ok.....
at least i think it is.
i seldom chat so long on msn with one person.
i mean maybe chat so long, yes...but not to ONE person. that's very long ok...

back to the celebration.
and yes it was the best.
the best, the most worrying, the most enjoyed, the happiest celebration in the year. (except for the worrying part) haha.
i hope it can remain in my memory, but i guess the system in my head will put it into the temporary folder and then aft a wk or so, auto delete. this always happen to me. haha.
really always.

but, frm the bottom of my heart.
it was the best national day celebration ever.
and also the best for this whole year.

and i love CREZ NC!
that was random, but.... i still love crez nc.
haha.
given a choice, ur ppl will still find me in there.

why in the world do u wanna commit suicide?
it's not that no one cares abt u, u are the one that DO NOT WANT ppl to care abt u!
now u wanna commit suicide. FOR WHAT!bloody.
make my family worry for ntn.
haiz....

i just heard a lizard.

i miss *****.
im starting to like u even more.
i miss ****.
why dun u appear in front of me recently.
i dun see u. where did u go?i miss u.

the world IS a disaster.
i still stand by this viewpoint of mine.
and i dun need counselling regarding this.
i noe precisely why i think the world is a disaster,
i wouldn't commit suicide becos of a disastrous world.