i was feeling ok intially ok.... then i went to read oggy's blog. read it, images come. tears gathered at corner of eyes. then i told myself, "dun cry. wait till mon. cry all u want then." so i dried my tears. gosh... it's really painful to abandon somethings that is with u throughout 4 years of ur sec school years. really very painful. and somehow aft that, u will feel v empty and lost. even though i havnt lose it for the time being yet, but im ady starting to feel lost. haha. actually, i think what we are losing are the times we are spending tgt, the close bonds between plt mates, the safe and secure feelings that we left with them.

somehow, staying four years with them had made me feel safe whenever they are ard. at least i noe that there will always be ppl backing me up. at least i noe. our plt is like 14 chopsticks tied tgt with a rubber band. ROD will be like the scissors cutting the rubber band, the chopsticks will fall apart. but how far they wanna fall frm each other, it's the chopsticks choice.

stupid oggy. cheat me go IMM with her. then buy finish ady. oggy: my dad coming to fetch me. i pei u go to the shuttle bus there.gr8 person rite?i hope my sarcarsm cld be sensed.

went blog-visiting. saw part bs blog. all the dun want rod to come. miss ncos. these kinda things.