FU*K!!!! i dun get it! i dun understand why im feeling so depressed for no damn apparent reason. wish someone can jus come and knock my head now. and i keep having a bad feeling of *** **********!!! FU*K! i dun want it to happen! i will die when the day comes. dun wanna think abt it. but i cant help it. WHY!!!!!

i miss u. i miss that time i saw u. and it was so damn close. why? u jus went away like that. i dun even hav say in it. why in the bloody world did i fall head over heels with u? FU*K! damn! i really cant imagine the day when i wouldn't be able see u again. i guess i won't be able to see the sunlight again. haiz..

forget it. so late ady. i wonder wat u are doing now. really wonder. still busy? or ady lying on the bed... well. i havn't. im thinking abt u. dun ever disappear frm my sight. dun. nvr. ever. ever.

but i noe u will. no doubt abt that. haha. will u even noe i wrote a whole post talkin abt u? will u ever? NO! NVR! cos i wun even hav a chance to tell u. even if i hav, i won't. forget it. im tired of this. at least for 2dae.

off to watch some videos...