damn pissed larh... i yesterday typed a post and the stupid blogger couldn't post it. then only manage to recover half of the post. so the previous post is yesterday's half of wat i posted. i lazy to type out the rest.

ONE more day to ROD. less than 24 hours. haiz... the time we spent tgt for 4 years.

indescribible. dun noe to spell larh... i can only say that i hope tmr will nvr ever come. but... it will nvr ever come true. so i wun bother to continue with this hope.

i havn't started decorating the gifts yet. im dead. l8r than bah... maybe... i'll forget to decorate it. die. haha. i dunno how to decorate it lorh... those who are getting those that im decorating... gllod luck, guess it'll be damn ugly. haha.

i dun want tmr to come!!!!! i dun want! um... if i fall into a coma now... will tmr nvr ever come? no. it will still come, jus that it'll won't come for me. i dun wanna wake up and find myself 45 years old, that'll be stupid. haiz... wat will come WILL come. we cant stop it. imagine if mam sam din manage to convince HLY, then we wld hav ROD ady. haiz...

yesterday that stupid karentan went to qi aisyah lorh. go snatch her ball away. dumb ass. think she v funny arh. and why did she do that? to make aisyah come back as clt, cos aisyah din want to. dumb stupid way to make her come back. ppl not interested, why force? siao.

a lot of ppl dun even wanna go for the course, waste 21/2 week. for wat? for a pay of 3bucks everyday? provided u go hq everyday. crazy. i go work at macs of one day i hour i also can get 3bucks. why torture ourselves. guess those ppl coming back also that few only larh... only they interested. the rest... haiz...

even gg to clt course tgt wun give us back our feeling of being a cadet wat... it will be totally diff.
i miss cadet's life. all these years, snrs say," treasure ur cadet's life", but we wil nvr treasure it till u aren't a cadet. things are always like that. we will nvr learn to treasure till we lose it.

l8r...