got woken up at 1 by my sis who was preparing to go for J**n T*o's wedding. I WANTED TO GO!!! but no one want's to accompany me there. so in the end i guai guai de stay at home. haiz... and i still hav to go back to skool as usual everyday. i hate it. and there's activity next fri again. im tired of it. i want to quit. i cant stand it anymore. im tired of all these things. im tired of those ppl speaking back abt me behind my back, tired of scolding them, tired of getting worried and frustrated becos of them... but will they ever understand that me and ke**y are not doing all those becos we lyk it. and there are alot of responsibility that we hav to bear? do they understand and will they ever???

cant be bothered ady. im gg into a im-not-gg-to-care attitude. haha... anw even Ga*y T*n said that i sld concentrate more on my studies than being an n*o, anw... i only 2 marks away frm my distinction. so no need to care so much anymore. but can i? then Ke**y will hav to bear everything herself, i cant be that selfish...haiz...

4get it... haha... but anw i cant wait for tmr's show. haha... i miss TIANYA alot. I MISS HER as much as I MISS ZI QING. haha... tsk... shall blog till here, lazy to tpe ady. haha...