was damn piss just now at that bloody ass. nvm. dun think abt that woman(t*** l**) ady, spoil my mood only. haiz...

i think feng's parade commanding today very gd. haha... -compliments her- even her cadets also say she very good today. haha...

i finally decided to try to change my opinion of her. trying to accept her again. aft all i hav to be partner wif her for the rest of my nc life, why not make the best out of it instead of leading a sad life everyday. haha... snr sam's advice are correct, so i decided to heed them. haha...

i suddenly realise that sec 4 is very close, i feel lyk studying everyday. but my mind doesnt let me do so. my mind still wants to play. who cares... but nowadays, days are passing b very quickly cos there's nothing much to do anw. and besides we're getting our results back tmr, hope i wont fail my subjects other than amaths, even though i think i will fail bio as well. tmr... is a very bad day, doomsday. haiz... maybe i wont even hav the chance to blog tmr as i will be deaddead......super dead.